I was angry with him he did humiliating things to me He's been my life partner since he got me out of foster care although he's been my guardian Maybe that's why I felt I owed it to him to put up with the things of absurd When I met him I was so scared of him I was on my way back to the Institute It was summer but it got dark early He opened his car as I was about to pass him but I noticed a gun barrel pressed against the back of my head
- Don't resist or I'll shoot you Get in the car - there was a strong voice
I got in scared and he took off Shaking hands rummaging through my purse Where can we go? I wonder why But I only meditated on it by myself and I didn't dare speak He was driving faster and faster We left town and he drove to an uninhabited part of the woods He's in the woods
- Get out he told me when he stopped
I'm out The man closed the doors
"What do you want from me?" I asked and in doing so I tried to take a good look at my attacker He was about six feet tall muscular proportioned stubble-faced but handsome
- I've been watching you for a long time little one and you said and you lit a cigarette with a lighter in The Shape of a gun
- Well it's not a gunI thought about it and I pushed him aside and I ran He quickly stomped on the cigarette and started running after me Maybe he chased me a mile like that when I stopped gasping
- Good run Kitty You didn't think you could get away from me did you?
- What do you want you son of a bitch?
- What do you think Blondie?
We started wrestling I saw a chance to escape We fought but the man took my clothes one step at a time The long run and the struggle wore me out but I fought hard and he pushed me away
The punch must have knocked me unconscious for a second because next thing I knew I was lying stark naked in the grass He ripped off my red dress and button his own pants I tried to bite him kick him scratch him take him prisoner On my back he held my hands over my head tried to stretch my legs He took out a condom with my hands behind his back tore the bag with his teeth and took the rubber out of it holding it in his mouth He pulled it up on his penis with a quick practiced gesture and forced me back into the previous position He was trying to get in I tried to push him away and I started screaming hard He's playing me like a cat with a mouse Its hard stick hits my clitoris and my lips We fight I don't know whether it was fatigue or stimulus that got the better of me but my vagina took the man in like a wet hole A few strokes and he came Now he lies tired and sweaty in the Avar It's done The man began to dress "Let's go" he said
- I don't even know your name You're taking me back to the Institute aren't you?- I asked with tears in my eyes Well that's how I met him
Bela put me in foster care and promised me that if I was a good girl and fulfilled her wishes she'd get me out of here
When The Governess was complaining about the delay it was the last thing I could think about that I wouldn't be here much longer That's what gave me the strength not to give you back something that would get you cut off as punishment
The next time we talked on the phone we talked about when they'd let me leave and Bela picked me up in a car I'll never forget that day He brought me up to you and there was a friend of his They were working My job was to make sandwiches and bring them beer They were in a big meeting and the room was covered in drawings and papers I brought in the food and drink on a tray and since there wasn't enough room to put it down I put the tray on top of the stack of documents on the table I was afraid of being pushed but I didn't get what I expected
"This is Esther you know the one I told you about" said Bela to the other
The gaze of the strange man swept through my form I wasn't dressed I was wearing a short of a shimmering fabric that was tight to me and I was wearing a tie-on top of my neck The contour of my body on my transparent cloth My breasts are bulging from beneath the deep cut I'm aware of The Shape of my legs which is why I like to show them off()